Symptoms of an Edward Cullen Addict!

It was November when my cousin, my bro and I went to watch movies. It was a very usual day, bonding with them and the popcorns and drinks, not until I saw this trailer of a good-looking vampire (and I know it's an understatement) who fell in love with this teenage girl.. blah3x.. It caught my attention, of course! I have always been a fan of vampire love stories or anything related to myth and weird stuffs. I soooo hate it that it was only then that I realized such novel series exist!

So, it was last december when I finally begged a good friend to lend me a copy of the series. Now, I am not sure whether that was the best move. Because since I have started reading twilight, I didn't bother to stop (except when my human body needs some sleep.) I have even finished reading the whole series for just four days.. lol..

Worst, I have been reading the series over and over again.. ( i know that sounds sick and absurd!) not to mention that me and my cousin have watched the movie at least 10 times.. I remember my mom laughing at me when she saw me crying and sobbing from time to time, during the heartbreak moments of Edward and Bella.. I won't be surprised if she had suspected her daughter to be crazy when she caught me smiling and laughing alone (which happened a couple of times).. Even when I am asleep, I think of Edward! ugh! I was wishing of having Edward's ability to read minds, or Alice's ability to see a glimpse of the future, or whatever abilities they have in the story.. I was even thinking whether real vampires exist and check whether they really are that good looking and sexy, and if ever, I would want to meet and be bitten by one (and i'm planning to bite my bf so we can be together, forever!lol sssh.. I also wish he'd be forever loyal if he becomes a vampire.. lol) . My phone is so full of twilight songs, pictures, videos, and themes.. And now, I'm doing an entry about the twilight series just so to lessen my fascination over the characters. Tell me, do I need to visit the metal institution now? lol..

To the author - Thanks Stephenie Meyer... For letting me fall in love with someone who doesn't, will not, will never exist!
To Edward Cullen - Feel free to call, text, send me emails, or visit me at home.. You can bite me.. I soooo love you.. lol

Reminder: I might be posting a lot of twilight / edward related entries.. just to vent out my desperation and infatuation over this character! I so hate it..