New Moon

***The addiction continues..

♥Bella: The sound of his voice was something that I’d feared I was losing…

♥Bella: Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live, I had to know that he existed.

♥Bella: Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk

♥Edward: It will be as if I’d never existed

♥Bella: Maybe someday, years from now, if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it, I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life and if it were possible that the pain would ever soften enough to allow me to do that, I was sure that I would feel grateful for as much time he’d given me. More than I’d asked for, more than I’d deserved.

♥Bella: …that somewhere in the same world where I lived, he did exist.

♥Bella: You wanted me to be human, well, watch me.

♥Bella: Could I betray my absent heart to save my pathetic life?

♥Bella: He wouldn’t begrudge me this; giving just a small bit of love he didn’t want to my friend Jacob.

♥Charlie to Alice: Not like someone left her, but like someone died

♥Charlie: Because it had been more than just losing the truest of true loves, as if that we’re not enough to kill anyone.

♥Bella: True love was forever lost. The prince was never coming back to kiss me awake from my enchanted sleep. I was not a princess, after all.

♥Edward: I wasn’t going to live w/o you.

♥Bella: I was no different, no more special that I’d been before. There would be no new reason for him to want me now. Seeing him and losing him again.

♥Bella: It did not matter if he did not want me. I would never want anything but him, no matter how long I lived.

♥Edward: So maybe this is hell. I don’t care. I’ll take it.

♥Bella: If death was, to him, a better alternative than having me around forever, an immortal annoyance?

♥Edward: Please know that I had no idea of any of this. I feel sick, sick to my core, even now, when I can see and feel you safe in my arms.

♥Edward: Bella, I can’t live in a world where you don’t exist.

♥Edward: You weren’t going to let go. I could see that. I didn’t want to do it. I felt like it would kill me to do it but I knew that if I couldn’t convince you that I didn’t love you anymore, it would just take you that much longer to get on with your life.

♥Edward: Sorry that I couldn’t protect you from what I am.

♥ Edward: But how could you believe me? After all the thousand times I’ve told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me?

♥ Edward: I could see it in your eyes that you honestly believed that I didn’t want you anymore, the most absurd, ridiculous concept as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!

♥ Edward: Why can you believe the lie, but not the truth?

♥ Edward: I would not contest your decision. So don’t try to spare my feelings, please, just tell me now whether or not you can still love me, after everything I’ve done to you..

♥ Edward: By the way, I’m not leaving you. I’m not going anywhere without you.

♥ Edward: Only you could be more important than what I wanted, what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again.

♥ Bella: He’d left me while loving me, left me for me...

♥ Edward: I was fighting to make it through a single hour.

♥ Edward: If there was only some way to make you see that I can’t leave you.

My La Push
She said walk on over here
it's a bit of shade
I will wrap you in my arms..