I am not perfect, but I loved you

I admit, I am not perfect.

I make mistakes, I often make things complicated.

I make things harder for people I love.

But this is me, and this is how I love people.

When I value people, they feel shitty about it.

And I get hurt.

If loving them makes their like shitty,

then, wouldn't it be better if I won't give them any affection?

I can always adjust to anyone's personality,

even if that means forgetting my own happiness.

I don't pretend to be someone I'm not,

I don't mind understanding them,

I never forget who I am,

but I know how to love people.

If loving them much will make their life complicated,

if that love will only make them hate me,

then I'd rather keep all this love to myself.

They don't need it.