i love you, goodbye

I have learned today that you can never really trust anyone. People will still leave, abandon and ignore, or even forsake you. I feel sad, but I am ok. I didn't regret trusting you, it was part of loving, however I will learn from this. Couple of times did I try to understand you. A number of times did I ignore your indifference. Because I love you.

Now that I know what's in your heart, I have gone weary of waiting. I am tired of loving all of you. I am tired of constantly worrying about you. I am done loving you, now it's my turn to love myself.

This isn't the first time, I should have learned my lesson earlier. History repeats itself indeed, you are no different from the rest. I should have known.

From now onwards, I will never love all of you again. I have already given my best, but I don't think you have noticed it. I have loved you the best way I can, whether you have noticed it or not, that was enough for me. Thank you for the memories. But I am moving on, and never looking back no matter what happens.